Welcome!
Join me as -through writing and trying to do what I can to help a tiny bit- I navigate this new world I was thrown into on the 28th of April 2023.
A world without my son.
It’s a journey of a life I never wanted, but here I am- somehow through all the tears I do laugh, I work, I make dinners my boys don’t eat…I basically do this crazy thing called living.
All whilst tethering on the edge of madness!
Only now I’m living for Albie also, what a privilege…what a terrifying responsibility.
It may not always be easy to read this reality but I promise to always be honest. (It also may not always be spelt correctly and I’m sure I use far to many commas)
But I’m sure I’m not the only grieving parent out there feeling guilty for smiling and guilty for crying. No guilt here.
Lots of Love
Daisy xx
What I’ve Been Writing Recently…
- Do we have a choice
Do we have a choice? When our mood is on the floor, do we have the choice to say no more.… Read more: Do we have a choice - Ask your body
I never underestimate the enormity of taking a breath. Filling my lungs with either the fresh air of spring or the… Read more: Ask your body - Choosing to live, and eat
It’s hard not to revert back to what I know so well. A time when I had complete control, when satisfaction… Read more: Choosing to live, and eat - Flying close to the sun
There are those of us who fly too close to the sun. We soar the skies oblivious to warnings, swooping between… Read more: Flying close to the sun - Dreaming of bedtime
Waking up and dreaming of bedtime. I go to the things, do the necessary, yet I am not there. Not really.… Read more: Dreaming of bedtime